False hope
It’s been awhile since I last posted. Let’s see what has been going on… Last week at work was a slow week so we were able to get caught up on everything. It is such a great feeling since we were behind for so long. The past couple of days have been really busy so now we are behind again. We were short a girl today so that doesn’t help. Hopefully next week we can get caught up again.
I can’t get over how friendly D is being lately! He comes over almost every day to talk to me now! This has been going on for a few weeks now! Last Friday night on his way out he stopped by and said to me “Are you going to watch the game tomorrow night?” I was going out with a few of the girls form work to Fallsview Casino in Niagara Falls. I didn’t want to tell him I wasn’t going to watch the game becos then he knew I would be out and he would probably wonder if I had a date. He probably thinks I sit home alone every night all by myself. So I said to him “No, I’m not.” He said “Why aren’t you watching the game?” I couldn’t believe he asked me again! I didn’t know what to say so I hesitated and said “I’m going out.” and he just looked at me and said “Oh…” very quietly. I didn’t tell him I was going to the casino with the girls. I have him wondering now, I think.
Last Thursday night he was working late and I stopped by on my way out to talk to him. I managed to get up enough nerve to go into his office and we had a good talk! we talked about work and the economy and he mentioned his sister and brother-in-law. They are on a road trip going to see their daughter (his neice) he keeps on talking about. This is his neice that plays the piano, who always did concerts. She moved out to Mississippi and her parents are on there way to see her. Then his blackberry went off and he said “Infact….” he read his message and he kind of laughed and said “Oh, she wants me to call her.” Well, with that I thought of course it was his girlfriend calling him. I should of said “Who wants you to call you?” but I didn’t think of it at the time of course. So I said “OK, don’t work too hard, see you tomorrow and left.”
Of course I was upset about it the whole night and I was bound and determined to find out who called him on his blackberry the next day. I was hoping he would come on by Friday so I could talk to him and he did! He said “The Leafs play Vancouver tomorrow night?” So I said “Yes, we do.” and we started talking about the game. He was going to leave so I said “So did you call your neice back after I left last night?” He said “Actually, it was my sister.” He said she called him becos he asked her to buy him a T-shirt from there so she wanted to know what size and what colour. Aren’t I a little sneak? that might of been a little bold for me to ask but I just had to find know who called him!
Then our receptionist came by and saw us talking together and gave me that look! She talked to us for a couple of minutes and then she left and so did D. I went over to our receptionist and said “He is being so friendly lately, I don’t understand it!” I told her he was talking to me about his sister and BIL and she told me that they are his whole life! So I am thinking he is starting to finally open up to me!
He is coming over asking me “Are you going to watch the game tonight?” And the next day he will say “Did you watch the game last night?” If he hasn’t heard the score he will say “What was the score?” The past couple of years he said to me “I don’t start watching hockey until January.” I took that as slap in the face like “No way am I going to talk to you about hockey.” Why now is he being so friendly?
It’s either two things. One… becos he is going away with a co-worker to another country to set up business there for a few weeks maybe 6 weeks or so! I am going to miss him so much, I don’t know how I am going to get through this. Or two… he has a girlfriend who is making him feel this way. He is different. He is acting different. He is not shy at all around me. He acts like he has more confidence.
I heard him on his blackberry tonight. He stayed late and I heard him say ”I am freed up now. Is it ok to come over? OK, I will be there in a bit.” I am sure he said it loud enough so I could hear. I sure wish I new where he was going and who he was going to see. But why would he waste his time talking to me? He is giving me false hope. Is he only being friendly becos he is going away and he is safe? Or has he finally woken up after 4 years? Did someone say something to him? This whole thing is driving me crazy!
All my co-workers are wondering wht has gotten into him too. They are all wondering what is going on! When they walk by and see us talking I get this big smile on their face! Of course D has his back turned so he can’t see. LOL! I am wondering if he gets teased about me like I get teased about him.
So what do you think? Do you think D is finally waking up? Any advice I would greatly appreciate!

